chemotoast

It's a bad pun on comatose. But lately, i've been rendered chemo toast. It's not that I've been feeling THAT bad, it's just that my body is soooo tired. I'll I can think about it getting to sleep- forcusing on anything is near impossible and my mind just wanders, liberally, throughout the whole process.

They told me the treatments, particularly the fatigue, would culminate upon one another as I got further along. Because I was able to ignore this thru 8 treatments, i thought I had this thing all sewn up. Well, once again, the Big man is reminding me that whenever you think you have things figured out, well, that's when they change.

These last two have had me sleeping for up to 48 hours straight. I maybe get up to pee or eat or sip water or take some random pill, but mainly, i'm in the bed the whole time. Work has been so cool about this, which is refreshing, I gotta say. Worrying about your job while you are suffereing at home sick is not cool- and Sukle has been so great about making sure I DON'T sit home worrying. So, a special thanks to them for helping me deal with this.

so, if things stay the way they've been, i'm looking at two more coma sessions, then this is done. I am super thrilled to get there...so...close.....almost...can...see....it.