Sunday, March 2, 2008

good words

nice to have such a supportive woman in my life, much less one who likes to tell everyone how tough i am, i gotta say. I appreciate the support for sure, but still feel like every one of you would do exactly what Townz and I are doing: all you know how to just get by. Def not doing anthying special...just tryin' to survive.

Funny, I touted how easy last chemo was and then of course this one was really hard. I took friday off work and literally slept from thursday night at 7pm until saturday morning at 7am. Not kidding. I think I woke up for a few minutes here and there, but I'd still feel bad, so I'd take a sleeping pill or something and just keep sleeping it off. It worked: I woke up Saturday glad to feel like a human again. I only have to go thru that 3 more times.

Colorado is being crazy again. The weather is NUTS. Yesterday was 72 degrees, no snow anywhere to be seen, flip flops in full effect. I went longboarding all afternoon in shorts. It was glorious. Then we wake up to a full on blizzard this AM, which sucks eggs. I used to LOVE it when it snowed, but i'm totally over it this winter. Chemo has made me detest the cold...something I wonder if will stick around after this is done? I now drink all drinks w/ no ice, beer warm, water luke. Wonder if that'll stick, too? Anyway, we transformed overnight here in Colorado- on our way to 8 to 10 new inches today, after the most beautiful day of the year yesterday! crazy.

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