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ugh. I've made it thru the two in-office days on 11, and I already feel the funk creeping in.. earlier this time than usual. wondering if it's cumulative effects are really starting to expand a little. I am already canceling my weds music night tonight, which I normally do even w/ chemo, as this week I just can't muster it. Thinking about a sleeping pill and bed time for me tonight. Sleep it off as they say. Sad to miss jammin w/ the boyz, as it makes me really happy, but have learned to not push my body past where it's telling me to stop.

I only wish it was a booze hangover instead of a chemover. Then I woulda had some kind of fun last night! anyway, folks, My mind is very fuzzy right now, so i'll fill in more soon on my thoughts of cure, thoughts of ending chemo, thougths on the future, thoughts on bracelets, everthing. I actaully have some things to say, only am way way way to fogged to deal right now. so, check back later.

love you all. xo.
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